Why I'm Such an Idiotposted Jan 18th 2009, 12:45AM
Mood: Sad
Music: Hawthorne Heights
Most people see me as a lowly loser. That hurts! I tend to look the other way, and ignore what everyone else thinks. I bottle up the anger, and try not to show sadness, or any form thereof. What makes me so much different from everyone? Yes, I like to be unique, but I don't want to look like an idiot or an outsider doing it. I don't know how to make an impression that people will never forget, but I just want to be different. Different in a good way, and that's probably the hardest thing for me to do... I need to get over myself I guess. Makes me sad to see others get hurt, and I try to stick up for them. Is that a bad thing?
My name's Amanda. There are a few people that call me Mandi, but that's only if you are a friend of mine. I'm silly, too. I'm sixteen years old, and live in Wisconsin. It gets as cold as hell here in the winter. Fricken snow. But... ok, so I may not seem like what everyone thinks I'm like. I tend to keep to myself unless someone talks to me first. I'd like to let everyone who reads this, know that I'm very, very shy. I'm about 5'7". I have medium brown hair, which might change tomorrow because one of my friends wants to dye my hair. I wear glasses, and I have really low self esteem. That's one of the many reasons why I hate myself, and wish I would never have be born. But enough on that. I have greenish blue eyes that change to gray in the winter, and are really, super, dark green blue in the summer. I love Converse and Vans shoes. My favorite colors are pink, green, blue, purple, black, and white. My favorite shapes are stars and hearts. I hate people that judge others. I try not to judge unless you come off as a jerk. And that's pretty much just me. Oh, and you should probably know that I'm not into labels. People call me emo... but I guess it's your own opinion. I'm on myyeaybook and myspace too.
myyearbook.com: http://www.myyearbook.com/amandaswansey
myspace.com: myspace.com/serio_katsuya
HI!!
I'm new, and you seem cool.
...Plus, I read only about half way down your thing, and it said you were shy and stuff, so I wanted to make it so I wasn't confused and stuffety stuff.
Anyway, I know about the snow stuff. Michigander here. It's cold already...
Awesome!!! I am from Wisconsin, also i don't come here much, so email me at amanda_swansey@yahoo.com or on facebook look me up. Amanda Swansey! I love meeting new people, but it's really hard since i am shy.... but yeah.